Direct Connection to God

Here’s a list of bloody eggregors:
● Reiki
● Runes
● Orthodox Christianity
● Tarot

Pay attention - I’m talking about eggregors, not the tools themselves.
Note: not the tools, not the people who have that tools. Eggregors.

Used the wrong way? You’re meat 🩸
For example: getting a “Rune of the Day” every morning? Draining practice. My connection with Runes runs deep - past lives, intuition, like a fish in water. But.

The energy they take can rot your life.
not only bcz it was made for the future day -
● everything you are trying to know from future drains a lot.
And moreover, - it’s also about the
● fear to cope with the future, and ● the lack of trust to the God.

Also I felt anxiety if I forget to get the Rune in the morning.

Another example of draining energy is thoughts

Thoughts like

Better to be ‘protected’ than to have relationships.

Or

Better protection than health and money.
- here it iiiisz 👁

For me, this was an inner refuge - because my direct connection to God wasn’t fully established.

Why?

My father’s an atheist. Darwin’s theory fits him like a glove 🧬

Because of that, I had inner conflict. I replaced my connection to God with tools on the path to Him.

And thaaat was the therapy session topic.
I came in with the request:

I have anxiety, but I don’t know what it’s about
Thanks God there're such therapists who walked part of my path already 😌

So for now, I still have Reiki, Runes, Tarot, and Christianity.

But they’re just tools on my path to God.

Then - @psyloger’s revelation hit.
Now I see it.

How much of a cage it really was